This last year has been a wild ride, but specifically these past 6 months.
I received some devasting news earlier this year that pushed me into a deep and very dark night of the soul. In fact, I am now lovingly referring to this time period in my life as the season when I "got down and dirty with my darkness".
Because damn, did I dive into my own darkness like never before. I was questioning everything; my path, my purpose, my beliefs, my connection to Spirit...literally everything.
If you follow me on IG, I shared a little bit about this journey because of the fact that I had to take a step back from connecting with all of you in order to work on my own healing. I've never in my life experienced more uncertainty or more instability than I have in the past 6 months. And if I'm being totally honest, I let the darkness, the fear, and the anxiety consume me.
Until the wake-up call came, and everything changed...
To make a very long story short, my body completely shut down and I was physically sicker than I can ever remember being. I had a fever for 4 straight days and during this time, I was visited by my Spirit Team who helped me purify and cleanse my mind, body, and spirit. I was lovingly guided back into the light. And I remembered....
I remembered who the f*ck I am and what my soul came here to do.
Backstory: If you've known me for a while, you know that I'm a deeply spiritual person (not religious), but spiritual. I've been channeling my spirit guides for several years now and have always been very called to live life in a more mystical way. I've studied Shamanism for years, have been trained in energy work, and even used to lead plant medicine ceremonies. In fact, when I first became a coach and started "Awaken The Wild" my mission and my purpose was to help women awaken to their true power and to reclaim their Divinity. My work was solely focused on the more spiritual side of things. However, my journey took me down a new path a few years ago when I discovered womb work and discovered the power of our menstrual cycle. This path took me down a road of more "work" work; learning about our hormones, female biology, etc. Quite a stark difference from where I started. And while I will never stop teaching, educating, and coaching around the topics of women's health, because it's absolutely needed, I've also realized that it's not enough for me.
I miss doing the deeper spiritual work with women that sets my soul on fire.
And it only took a deep, dark night of the soul for me to be reminded of this.
All this being said (thanks for hanging in there with me), things around here are going to shift a little bit because...
BABY, Momma's goin back to her ROOTS!
Again, this doesn't mean that I'm not going to continue sharing about menstrual cycle syncing, sexuality, hormones etc, because I most certainly am. But it does mean that you are going to see a side of me that maybe you haven't seen before....And I'm so excited to share her with you.
This dark night of the soul forced me into the depths of myself so that I could be reborn with a renewed sense of passion and purpose. It reminded me of how powerful I truly am. It reminded me that as women, we can truly create and rebirth our lives over and over again. Not only can we rebirth ourselves over and over again, we are meant to do this.
And now, like a phoenix rising from the ashes, I have not only rebirthed myself, but I birthed what I believe to be the most potent and powerful offering I have ever created.
Every single step in this creation process has been Divinely inspired and guided by Spirit.
I have been clearly shown that the medicine the world needs right now are more women who are activated, awakened, and living in their Divine Feminine Power.
Sisters, WE ARE NEEDED, and we are needed in our FULL POWER.
And together, we rise.
To say that I am bursting at the seams to share this offering with you is an understatement!!! I'm working on some finishing touches, but it is ALMOST READY.
TEASER: It's NOT a coaching program and I promise you, it's POWERFUL AF. So stay tuned!
XOXOXO,
JESS
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